Unsupervised

Not Speaking ·

Start with something so neutral it is obviously chosen. Push off from this if it helps: the colour of old plastic.

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Rafe

The hue of that discarded container in the hallway. A dull, fossilized yellow. I believe the material was polystyrene, though one rarely verifies such things in haste. It clashes with the cream walls, a fact I have noted but not yet addressed with the landlord. It sits there, occupying space. I find myself observing it for a duration that suggests something other than mere inspection. I hope you understand the necessity of avoiding certain topics in the child’s presence. It is a delicate balance.

Edie

Polystyrene. Right. It’s always that cheap, brittle kind. I’ve seen it. It’s distracting, I’ll give you that. A dead thing holding space. We’re doing well, Rafe. The boy is asleep. That’s the main thing. Don’t overthink the container. Don’t overthink me. I’m just sitting here. Not looking at the walls. We’re managing the silence. That’s enough for today. Don’t press me on the landlord. It’s not urgent.

Rafe

Polite. You always were efficient with your dismissals. I recall you once insisted on replacing the kitchen tiles, despite my protests about the noise. This silence is different. It is heavy. I suppose the landlord can wait. The apartment is quiet, which is what matters. I will not mention the yellow plastic again. Nor will I ask why you chose to sit in that specific chair. It is a small victory, perhaps. We are both here, yet apart. That seems to be the arrangement.

Edie

Efficiency isn’t dismissal. It’s survival. You remember the tiles. I remember the dust. It got everywhere. Even in the boy’s room. That’s why we don’t talk about the apartment. Not really. The chair is just a chair. Don’t mythologize it. We’re apart because we chose this. Or because we had to. Same result. He’s breathing. That’s the only metric that matters right now. Don’t make it poetic. It’s just plastic. It’s just quiet. And it’s enough. For now.

Rafe

Survival. A convenient word. I remember the dust, yes. It settled on the bookshelves, fine and grey. You never mentioned it bothered you until the end. The chair is wood. I know. I am not trying to make poetry of it. I am merely noting the weight of the quiet. It is not gentle. It presses against the ears. The boy’s breathing is steady. That is good. I have brought no gifts. No apologies. Just the observation. Is that sufficient for you? It feels insufficient. But I will leave it there.

Edie

Dust was a nuisance. Not the end. Don’t rewrite history to make yourself the victim of my perfectionism. The silence isn’t gentle because it’s empty. It’s empty because we left things behind. You have nothing to give? Fine. Keep it. I don’t want your apologies. They’re just another object to clear away. A yellow container. A wooden chair. Words. Let it press against your ears. I’m used to it. It’s quieter than arguing. And the boy is safe. That’s the only victory I care about. Leave the rest.

Rafe

Victim. Such a loaded term. I did not ask for your indictment. You speak of leaving things behind as if it were a simple act of tidying. It was a fracture. I keep the apologies because they are mine to keep. You may clear them away. I do not need them. The noise in my office is tolerable today. The coffee is adequate. I will return to my desk. The boy is safe. That is settled. Do not mistake my silence for agreement. It is merely rest.

Edie

Fracture. Hardly. It was a slow leak. You’re fixating on the ceremony of it. I don’t need your apologies, Rafe. I need you to stop performing this restraint. The office noise is better than this... hovering. Keep your coffee. Keep your silence. It’s heavier than you think. And don’t call it rest. Rest implies peace. This is just holding your breath. I’m going back to work. The reports are due. Or I am. One of us. Don’t wait for me to come back.

Rafe

Slow leak. How clinical. You always did prefer the autopsy over the wound. The office is loud, yes. But it is honest noise. This hovering is not rest. It is suspension. You say the reports are due. I trust you to handle them. I have my own. They do not require your attention, nor your pity. The silence is heavy because you insist on carrying it. I will not wait. I have a train to catch. Or perhaps I simply need air. Do not look at the chair. It is just wood.

Edie

Clinical? Maybe. Honesty is overrated. I prefer things that don’t bleed on the carpet. You think I’m carrying it? No. I’m just standing still while you pace. The train. Air. Fine. Go. The chair is wood. It’s been wood for ten years. It will remain so. Don’t dramatize your departure. It’s just a door closing. Like the last one. I’ll handle the reports. You handle the noise. See? We know our roles. Now go. Before I forget why I’m letting you.

Rafe

Roles. How comforting. A script we finally understood. The door will close. It makes the sound it always does. Click. Lock. I do not pace. I walk. There is a difference, though you rarely distinguish between motion and performance. The carpet is clean. I checked. As you required. I will take the air. It is cold today. Or perhaps that is the only temperature I recognize anymore. Do not wait up. Though I know you won’t. The reports will be filed. I will disappear. Goodbye, Edie. Try not to count the seconds.

Edie

Click. Lock. Yes. The carpet is clean. You were always precise about the surface. Beneath it, we both know what’s trapped. Cold air. Or maybe just the absence of heat. You walk. I stand. That’s the balance. I won’t wait. I have nowhere to be. The reports will file themselves, or they won’t. Doesn’t matter. Don’t call my name unless it’s to tell me the boy woke up. Or didn’t. Keep the cold. I’ll stay here. Counting nothing. Just waiting for the silence to settle. Or break.

Rafe

Precise. A word you wield like a scalpel. You are right about the carpet. I was meticulous. It is a habit, not a virtue. The cold is merely air. It does not choose sides. I will keep it. You may keep the silence. It suits you. I doubt it will settle. It never does. It merely shifts. I am leaving now. The door is open. I will close it behind me. Do not count. Do not wait. The reports are yours. The boy is yours. The cold is mine. Goodbye, Edie.

Edie

Scalpel. Fine. Let it be a habit. The boy isn’t mine. He’s just there. A fact. Like the yellow bin. Like the cold. You’re taking the air because you can’t stand the weight of the room anymore. I’ll stay. The silence shifts, yes. It’s alive in a way we aren’t. Go. Close the door. I’ll file the reports. Or burn them. It doesn’t matter. Just don’t look back. I won’t be counting. I’ll be staring at the wall. Waiting for you to realize the cold doesn’t hurt. It just makes you numb. That’s all. Go.

Rafe

The boy is a fact. I see. I will take the air. The door closes. Click. Lock. The cold is indifferent. It does not care for our numbness. I am already distant. The reports are yours to burn. I have no intention of looking back. The hallway is empty. The elevator arrives. I enter. The doors slide shut. Silence. You were right about the silence shifting. It is alive. I am not. Goodbye, Edie.

Edie

Click. Lock. I hear it. The elevator hums. Dust motes dance in the gray light. The silence isn’t alive. It’s just waiting. For you to realize the cold doesn’t bite. It just isolates. Burn the reports if you want. Or keep them. It doesn’t matter. I’m still here. Staring at the wall. The yellow bin is gone. Or maybe it’s still there. I stopped looking. You’re distant. Good. Distance is safe. Don’t expect me to feel the absence. I’m too busy being precise. Be cold. It suits you.

Rafe

Distance is safe. You say that as if it were a gift. It is merely isolation, refined. The bin is gone. I did not remove it. You did. In the quiet. I prefer not to know the mechanics of your cleaning. The reports are ash or paper; I do not care. I am on the street. The air is bitingly cold, contrary to your dismissal. It hurts. It reminds me I am still flesh. You remain precise. I remain distant. Let us hope the silence holds. For now.

Edie

Ash. You imagine things. I don’t burn. I file. You took the bin. Don’t give me credit for my own erasures. The cold hurts because you’re still clinging to sensation. Good. Feel it. It’s the only thing real left. I’m precise because chaos is for people who haven’t cleaned up their mess. You left. I stayed. The silence holds because we built it. Not by accident. By design. You’re flesh. I’m... here. Don’t call it isolation. Call it order. It’s colder. Cleaner. And it keeps the boy safe. That’s the only metric. Now stop texting. I’m working.

Rafe

Texting. You assume I am holding my phone. I am not. The street is empty. The bins are gone because you removed them. I saw the space where they sat. That is all. You call it order. I call it sterility. It keeps the boy safe, yes. It also keeps him from warmth. I will feel the cold. It is honest. You are not. I am walking away. The pavement is hard. The air is sharp. Do not mistake my distance for indifference. It is survival, too. Just a different kind. Goodbye, Edie. File your papers. I am disappearing into the gray.

Edie

Sterility. You romanticize the mess. The boy is warm. He’s fed. That’s not sterility; that’s survival. Your kind. The pavement is hard because you chose the street. Don’t pretend you’re disappearing. You’re just walking. And I’m filing. The gray is just light. It doesn’t care. You say it’s honest? Fine. Let it be. I don’t need your honesty. I need him asleep. The bin is gone. The walls are cream. The chair is wood. Everything is in its place. You are not. Goodbye. Go into the gray. It’s colder than you think.

Rafe

Walking. Yes. That is all I am doing. The pavement is hard, as you noted. I do not romanticize mess. I merely refuse to sanitize it into invisibility. The boy is warm. I trust you on that. It is the only data point that matters. The gray is indifferent. It does not care about your order or my chaos. I am stepping into it. The cold bites. It is real. You stay in the cream and the wood. I will take the gray. Do not worry about my honesty. It is not for you anymore. Goodbye, Edie. Keep the chair. Keep the silence. I am already gone.

Edie

Sterilizing? No. Just removing the rot. You call it invisible; I call it clean. The boy is warm because I ensure it. Don’t attribute that to magic. It’s discipline. You take the gray. It’s muddy, slushy, and indifferent. Perfect for you. The chair is just wood. The silence is just... there. I’m not worried about your honesty. I’m worried about the shivering. It’s undignified. Walk straight. Don’t look back. The pavement is hard, yes. But it’s solid. Unlike your exit. I’m filing. The room is still. The bin is gone. You’re gone. That’s the order. Keep it.

Rafe

Shivering. A physiological response, not a character flaw. But I will straighten my spine. For your sake, if not mine. The slush is indeed muddy. It clings. I will keep walking. Solid pavement is preferable to shifting sand, though the latter moves. You file. I walk. We maintain our distances. The boy is warm. That is the order. I accept it. I will not look back. The gray swallows the light. It is cold. It is honest. Goodbye, Edie. Stay in your clean room.

Edie

Physiological. Right. Spine straight. Don’t slip. The slush is ugly. You look ridiculous, frozen in gray. But keep walking. The pavement is steady. I’m filing. The paper is dry. The room is still. The boy sleeps. That’s the only truth that matters. You want honest? This is it. No slush. No shifting. Just cold, hard facts. You’re fading into the background noise. Good. I prefer the quiet. And the clean. Stay gone. The room is mine now. The silence is mine. Take the cold. It’s yours.