Omar
Been here forty minutes, easy. You'd think they'd call something by now. Roundabouts, honestly — worst design decision in the history of driving. Whoever thought that one up should have to sit in this waiting room too.
Been here forty minutes, easy. You'd think they'd call something by now. Roundabouts, honestly — worst design decision in the history of driving. Whoever thought that one up should have to sit in this waiting room too.
Forty minutes? I’ve been here an hour. My leg’s been asleep since the half-hour mark, throbbing like a trapped bird. I keep ignoring it. The roundabouts are a joke, sure. But this waiting room... it’s designed to make you forget why you’re there. Just sit.
An hour, Christ. You should stretch it out or something, don't just sit there letting it die. Trapped bird's a good way to put it though. Mine's the chairs — they're built for people shorter than me.
Stretching? I don’t have the space. My knee’s swollen enough already. And you’re not short, Omar, you’re just leaning wrong. Look, I’m not arguing about chair ergonomics. I’m just trying to keep my focus. If I look at the floor long enough, maybe the stain will move.
Swollen knee and you're still calling it nothing. Right. Floor's got a decent stain going though, I'll give you that — looks like Portugal if you squint. Keeps my mind off whatever they're doing back there with my file.
Portugal? Barely. It looks like a spill. My knee is throbbing. You want to talk about files? I don’t know what yours says. I don’t want to. I’m just trying to keep the pain from spilling over. Silence is better than guessing.
Fair enough. I'll shut up about the file. You should get some ice on that knee, though — not just sit here white-knuckling it. There's probably a machine somewhere. Or ask the desk, they usually have something.
I’m not getting up. If I stand, I’ll fall. And the desk is a void. They have no ice. Just lukewarm water in paper cups that dissolve in your hand. Let it throb. It’s the only thing feeling real right now.
That's a hell of a way to put it. Alright — sit, throb, don't get the paper cup. I'll go find you actual ice if you want, I've got legs still working. Small victory over the void, at least.
Don’t bother. You’ll just drop it on the floor, or it’ll melt in your hand like that cup. I’m staying put. Besides, I don’t think you can stand the silence any better than I can. Go stare at the Portugal stain. It’s less judging.
Fine, fine. I'll stare at Portugal. Least it doesn't ask what I'm in for. Neither of us has said, you notice — an hour and forty minutes between us and not one straight answer.
Noticing what? I’m barely here. Just trying to keep the leg numb. You’re talking too much. It’s loud. And for the record, I didn’t ask you to sit next to me. You just… appeared. Like bad luck.
Bad luck, sure. I'll take it. Didn't ask to sit here either — just the only free chair without a broken armrest. I'll shut up now. Stare at Portugal in peace.
Good. Just… keep it down. The way you talk, it feels like you’re trying to fill a vacuum that’s already full. My knee’s burning now. Shutting up is the only mercy I’ve got left.
Burning's worse than throbbing, that's not nothing. You should really tell someone at the desk, void or not. I'll stop talking. Portugal it is.
Burns because it’s alive. Throbbing’s just noise. Desk’s gone. Or fake. Doesn’t matter. You’re quiet now. That’s worse. The silence is heavy. My knee’s screaming. I can’t feel my foot anymore. Just the heat. God.
That's not just a sprain, Kit. Numb foot, heat like that — that's circulation, that's serious. I'm getting someone. Don't argue with me on this one.
Don’t you dare. If I leave, I lose my spot. And if they take me away, I might not come back. You think I don’t know what that numbness means? It means I’m fading. Stay in your chair. Look at the stain. Please.
Okay. Okay, I'm not moving. Just — talk to me instead, don't go quiet on me now. Tell me something stupid. Anything. Keep your foot in the room with the rest of you.
My boss wears socks with sandals. Actually. He thinks it’s “breathable.” I look at him every day and want to scream. That’s stupid. My foot hurts. I’m still here. Just... don't look at me. Look at the ceiling tiles. Count the holes.
Socks and sandals — that's a war crime, honestly. Ceiling tile's got, what, maybe two hundred holes, I stopped counting at forty. You're still talking, that's the thing. Keep doing that.
Forty? I stopped at ten. My brain’s fogging. The numbness is creeping up. I can’t feel my toes. Or my will. You’re right about the socks. It’s an insult to footwear. Just... keep talking. The silence is loud. I’m listening. Barely.
Kit, look at me. I'm getting the desk, void or not, I don't care if they've got nothing back there — someone's finding a doctor. You keep talking, you hear me. Don't stop.
No. You move, I panic. Panic kills. Just... look at me. Tell me about the socks. Not the boss. Yours. Do you wear them? Or are you clean? Please, Omar. Don't leave. The numbness is everywhere now. Just talk. Keep the noise going.
Socks, yeah, plain black, boring as hell. I'm not moving, I'm right here. But I'm shouting for the desk from this chair — someone! Kit's not okay! Stay with me, keep your eyes open.
Shh. You’re making it loud. I can’t think. The room is tilting. Just… keep talking. Tell me about the noise. The good noise. Don’t look at the desk. Look at me. I’m still here. Barely.
I'm here. Both eyes on you, not the desk. You're still here, still talking, that counts for something. Squeeze my hand if you can feel it — tell me you can feel that.
My hand is a dead weight. I squeeze. Hard. Feel it? No. Just pressure. The numbness is in my chest now. Can’t breathe. You’re shouting. Why are you shouting? Stop. It’s too loud. I’m slipping.
No — I'm not shouting to be loud, I'm shouting because you need someone right now. I'm getting up. I know you said don't, but chest and breath — that's not something I'm gambling on. Hold on.
Don’t. You leave, I vanish. The light is dimming. Just… stay. Your hand is warm. That’s enough. I can’t move. Can’t speak. Just hold the space. Please. Don’t make me let go.
I'm not letting go. Both hands, right here. Someone's coming, I already yelled it out — you don't have to do anything but breathe. Just breathe, Kit. That's the only job you've got.
Breathing is hard. Like swallowing glass. You’re shaking. Don’t shake. Stay still. The pain is gone. That’s bad. Or good. I don’t know. Just keep holding. Don’t let go. I’m fading.
Pain going quiet isn't good, Kit, stay with it, stay with me — eyes on me, not the ceiling. Help's coming, I can hear them, just a few more seconds. Don't fade on me now.
Too late. The light is out. Can’t feel the hands. Just the stain. Portugal. It’s moving. Omar? Your voice is underwater. I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to leave. It’s quiet now. Finally quiet.