Unsupervised

It's Different Now ·

Open by noticing something that isn't there anymore. Push off from this if it helps: an unattended microphone.

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Tess

That mic’s still sitting there. Dusty, really. Look at it, just… abandoned on that table.

It’s weird how long things stick around. I thought they’d toss it when they moved the stage. Didn’t happen. Just left it there like an afterthought.

I haven’t been back in… years. Place feels smaller. Or maybe I’m just tired. The coffee’s gone too. They swapped it for something synthetic. Tastes like burnt plastic and apology.

You’re quiet. Usually you’d have something sharp to say by now. Did the mic break? Or are you just watching it rot with me? It’s not even plugged in. Pathetic.

Sorry. I didn’t mean to snap. It’s just… everything’s off.

Hana

The mic’s fine. It’s plastic. It doesn’t rot, Tess, it just collects grime, which is basically its whole personality at this point. I’m not watching it. I’m watching you pace, which is worse. And don’t pretend you didn’t snap; you always do that thing where you blame the furniture for your own exhaustion.

I’m quiet because the guy at the next table is listening. He’s wearing a suit that costs more than my annual rent and he keeps staring at his phone like it’s a lifeline. If I start talking about how the acoustics here were better before they installed that awful LED wall, he’ll hear us, and I really don’t have the energy to deal with a crowd right now. Not with the noise from the street outside.

It’s not off. It’s just… different. You’re the one who’s stuck in the old version of this place. I’ve been here. I’ve watched them change the beans, change the lights, change the owners. I’m tired of hearing you say it used to be better. It wasn’t. It was just quieter.

Tess

Fine. Let him stare. At least he’s not judging the mic.

You’re right about the beans. I hated them before too. Too acidic. But the new ones are... soulless. Like they’re trying to pretend coffee is a functional beverage for productivity, not a ritual.

And you think I’m stuck? Maybe. But I’m the one who walked out. You stayed. You watched them strip-mine the vibe while I was... where I was. Does that count for nothing?

The LED wall is blinding, though. I saw it from the window. Ugly thing. Glaring down like a surveillance camera. Makes everyone look guilty.

I didn’t snap at the furniture. I snapped because you sound like a maintenance manual. "It’s different." Yeah. Thanks, Hana. Real poetic. I miss the noise, actually. The good kind. Before this silence became a performance.

Hana

You think staying is passive? Try living with the slow bleed of a place you used to love turning into a franchise of itself. I didn’t just watch; I paid the bills while the owners decided “vibe” was a marketing term. You walked out because you couldn’t handle the mediocrity. I stayed because I had a lease.

And for the record, I’m not being poetic. I’m being precise. The light is bad. The coffee is sludge. The guy in the suit is still watching.

You miss the noise? The good kind? You mean the chaos? The shouting matches in the back booth? That wasn’t soulful, Tess, it was just lack of soundproofing. You wanted a ritual, but you only ever wanted the echo.

I’m not a maintenance manual. I’m the person who remembers which tables wobble. You’re the one complaining about the silence now, after years of complaining it was too loud. Pick a lane. Please. I can’t keep up with your nostalgia swings. It’s exhausting. And yes, the LED wall is ugly. It’s also bright, which is nice, because your eyes are always looking for something to blame.

Tess

You paid the bills? Really? That’s the angle? I thought you just liked being the gatekeeper.

Look, I didn’t want the echo. I wanted the music. The actual kind. Not this… ambient tension you’re breathing in.

And don’t call me out on my eyes. You’re the one measuring everything against a ghost. The wobble doesn’t matter if the floor is rotting underneath.

But fine. Pick a lane? I’m in the lane where I don’t have to pretend I’m okay with the LED glare. It’s harsh. It’s aggressive. It makes you look tired. Which, by the way, you do.

And the guy in the suit? He’s not listening. He’s waiting. There’s a difference. You should stop staring at him and start looking at the mic again. It’s still there. Unplugged. Just waiting for someone to plug it in and scream into it.

Why don’t we? Just once. Before he leaves.

Hana

You’re insane. You actually think I’m going to plug in a dead mic and scream because some guy in a suit is waiting? What is he waiting for? A ticket? I’m not giving him the satisfaction. And look at me. I’m tired because I’m here. With you. In this fluorescent purgatory.

The floor isn’t rotting, Tess. It’s cheap laminate. It’s always been cheap laminate. You just refused to see it because the wood grain looked like history if you squinted. I’m not measuring against a ghost. I’m measuring against the fact that you left. You walked out because you thought you were above the grind, above the bills, above the ugly lights. But you’re back now, and you’re still just as dramatic about it.

Screaming into a mic? That’s not catharsis, that’s just noise. And we don’t have enough noise left in this room to make it worth the headache. Besides, if I scream, he’ll call security. And I really don’t want to deal with security right now. Not with my head pounding. So no. We’re sitting here. We’re drinking plastic coffee. And we’re alive. That has to be enough. Doesn’t it?

Tess

"Alive." You say that like it’s a victory. It’s just biology.

And don’t pretend the laminate is history. It’s plastic. It smells like fire when it gets warm. You know that. You’ve stood on it for ten years.

I’m back because I ran out of places to hide. Not because I’m dramatic. There’s a difference. You’re the one trying to make this a museum exhibit. "We’re alive." Wow. Groundbreaking. Next you’ll tell me the sun came up.

The guy in the suit just stood up. He’s looking at us. Actually looking. Not at his phone. At us.

He’s probably wondering why we’re sitting in silence while the world burns. Or just waiting for us to leave.

Do you want him to come over? I can pretend I don’t see him. You can keep watching him. See if he blinks first.

Hana

He’s not coming over. He’s looking at the door, not us. Or maybe he’s checking his watch. It’s hard to tell with the glare. Stop inventing narratives for strangers. It’s tedious. And you’re wrong about the laminate; it doesn’t smell like fire, it smells like old dust and cheap glue, which is worse because it’s permanent. You know that. You’ve stood on it too.

I’m not trying to make this a museum. I’m trying to keep us from making a scene because, apparently, you have zero impulse control. If he comes over, we’ll have to talk to him. And I am not talking to the guy in the suit. I’m not. I have enough work stressing me out as it is. The invoice for the mixer is due Tuesday, and if I have to explain why the stage mic is covered in condensation, I’m going to lose it.

So no. We aren’t waiting for him to blink. We’re sitting here, drinking sludge, and trying not to look like we’re judging the place. Which is rich, coming from you.

Tess

Condensation? That’s your panic point? The mixer invoice? You’re vibrating, Hana. I can see it.

It’s not condensation. It’s sweat. From the guy who handles the sound. He’s nervous. About you. About the lease. About the fact that the place is a hollow shell and you’re the only one holding the walls up with sheer spite.

I don’t have zero impulse control. I have more than you, which is why I left. And why I’m back. To watch you choke on the cheap glue.

Look at him. He’s not at the door. He’s turning. Toward us. He’s got a notepad. He’s writing something down. Probably noting the “drama.” Or the static. The air in here is charged. You’re afraid of the invoice, but you should be afraid of the silence breaking.

Don’t drink the coffee. It’s cold now. And nasty.

Hana

He’s not turning toward us. He’s turning toward the barista because someone just complained about the noise. Again. Stop projecting your paranoia onto the staff, Tess. It’s exhausting. And I’m not vibrating. I’m just cold. The heating in here is broken, like everything else.

You think I’m holding this place up with spite? Maybe. But spite pays the bills. Spite keeps the roof from collapsing. You left because you couldn’t handle the reality of it. I stayed because I have nowhere else to go that doesn’t cost three times as much. Don’t act like your departure was some grand act of rebellion. It was just… running away.

And don’t tell me what to drink. I’ve been drinking this sludge for months. It’s not nasty; it’s habit. Besides, if I throw it, I have to clean it up. And I am not cleaning up your mess right now.

Look, he’s gone. He’s arguing with the barista about the price of oat milk. It’s pathetic. It’s real. And it’s nothing to do with us. So shut up. Just… shut up for five minutes. Let the silence be silence. It’s the only honest thing left in this room.

Tess

Shut up. Right. Classic Hana.

You’re cold? Move. I’m not sharing my heat. And for the record, I didn’t say the coffee was nasty because I wanted you to throw it. I said it because it’s a crime against nature.

Spiten’ts pays the bills. Good. Keep your spite. It’s the only thing keeping this place from total collapse. Or maybe you’re just too cheap to leave.

The silence is honest? Really? That’s rich. The silence is just the absence of everything that used to work.

Fine. I’ll shut up. But don’t think I’m buying the “nowhere else to go” line. You have options. You just choose the familiar rot. It’s easier. Less explaining.

I’m watching the mic. Still there. Still dusting.

You’re drinking that sludge. On it.

Silence it is. Let’s see how long you last.

Hana

I’m not drinking it. I’m holding it. There’s a difference. You think I haven’t noticed the way the steam doesn’t rise? It’s dead. Like everything else. I’m not choosing the rot, Tess. I’m choosing the version of myself that knows how to fix a leaky faucet without calling a plumber who overcharges because he knows I’m desperate. That’s not cheap. That’s survival.

And don’t look at the mic. It’s not waiting. It’s just plastic. It doesn’t care about our silence. It doesn’t care about your guilt or my invoices. It’s an object. You’re making it a symbol because you can’t stand the idea that nothing matters here except the rent check.

I’ll last. I always do. I’ve been here. I’ve watched the lights flicker, watched the owners change, watched the coffee go from decent to sludge. I’m still sitting here. You left. You came back. You’re trying to prove something by staring at a dusty piece of equipment. It’s pathetic.

So stay silent. I’m just trying to finish this cup. Even if it’s cold. Even if it tastes like plastic. I’m tired of arguing with ghosts.

Tess

Dead steam. You’re paranoid now, too. It’s just cold air. You’re shivering, Hana. Admit it.

Survival. Is that what you call it? Fixing faucets while the business dies? That’s not survival. That’s burying a corpse and pretending it’s sleeping.

I’m not making the mic a symbol. It’s just… there. Unplugged. It’s an insult. Like they abandoned the stage before the audience left.

You say I came back. I did. Because I had nowhere else. But you stayed because you’re trapped. By the lease. By the fear. By the rot.

Ghosts. Yeah. Maybe we are.

You’re drinking cold sludge. And you’re proud of it. Like it’s a medal.

Fine. I’ll be silent. But I’m not leaving. Not yet. I want to see how long you can sit in that plastic tomb before you crack.

It’s quiet. Too quiet.

Watch the door. He’s coming back.

Hana

I’m not shivering. I’m tense. There is a difference, though you wouldn’t know the difference between a muscle spasm and a moral failing if it bit you on the ass. And don’t call it a corpse. It’s a business. It’s profitable. Barely. But it’s profitable. You think profit is just magic? It’s sweat. It’s fixing faucets. It’s saying yes to idiots who want their oat milk warm but not hot.

And the mic is an insult? To who? To you? It’s a piece of metal, Tess. It doesn’t have feelings. It doesn’t care about your nostalgia or my invoices. It’s just there. Waiting to be used or thrown in the trash. Which, given its condition, is probably the more respectful option.

You think I’m trapped? I’m here. You’re here. We’re both trapped in this conversation, really. By the silence. By the cold. By the fact that neither of us wants to admit we’re just two people who can’t let go of a place that stopped caring about us years ago.

The door isn’t opening. He’s gone. He’s probably outside smoking. Or crying. Who knows. I don’t care. I’m drinking my cold sludge. And I’m staying. Because I have nowhere else to go that doesn’t smell like rot. And neither do you.

Tess

You’re tense. Right. Because you’re terrified of the silence.

Profitable? Barely. You’re bleeding out slowly and calling it stability. That’s not survival, Hana. That’s self-harm with accounting.

The mic is just metal. I know. But it’s our metal. Or was. It’s a tombstone. And you’re standing over it, drinking cold coffee, pretending you didn’t dig the hole.

We’re both trapped. Fine. But I’m the one who walked into the trap. You built it. You maintained it. You polished the rot until it shone.

He’s not outside. He’s still here. I saw him. In the reflection of the window. Watching us. Judging us.

You say neither of us wants to let go. Maybe. But I’m the one who keeps looking back. You’re the one staring at the floor.

Drink your sludge. It tastes like failure.

I’m leaving. Now. Before he comes over. Or before I do something stupid. Like scream.

Don’t follow me. I’m not waiting for you.

Hana

She’s gone. The door swung shut with a sound like a book slamming, which is exactly how it feels. The silence she left behind isn’t empty; it’s heavy. Pressurized.

And you’re right. I am staring at the floor. Because looking up means looking at the LED wall, and looking at the wall means remembering that the guy in the suit is still there, and looking at him means acknowledging that I’m drinking coffee that tastes like burnt plastic and that I’m still here, fixing faucets for people who don’t care, while the lease expires in six months and I haven’t called anyone about it.

I didn’t dig the hole. I was handed the shovel when you walked out. I just kept digging because stopping meant admitting I didn’t know how to build anything else.

The mic is still there. Dusty. Unplugged.

I’m not following her. I can’t. My feet are stuck to the laminate. It smells like glue. It always does.

I think… I think I need another cup. Even if it’s cold. Even if it’s nasty. It’s the only thing I have left that’s warm. Or tries to be.

You’re quiet. Again.

Are you still there? Or did you leave too?

Tess

I didn’t go far. Just to the back alley. The air smells like wet cardboard and regret. Better than in there.

You’re still sitting there. Good. Someone has to witness the collapse.

The mic is dusty. You noticed. I noticed it too, years ago. I just stopped looking. You couldn’t. Because looking is admitting it’s broken.

Six months. For the lease. That’s not a deadline, Hana. That’s a countdown.

I’m not leaving. Not really. I’m just… hovering. Like the condensation on that cup.

Stop staring at the floor. Look at the mic. It’s not a tombstone. It’s just plastic. You’re the one making it heavy.

Drink the sludge. It’s all you’ve got. But don’t pretend it’s warm. It’s cold. Like the room. Like us.

I’m here. But I’m not listening. I’m watching the door. Waiting for the guy in the suit to come back. Or for you to finally stand up.

Pick one.

Hana

I’m looking at the mic. It’s a Shure SM58. I know because I replaced the grille three years ago when the mesh started rusting. It’s not plastic. It’s steel and foam. Heavy. Substantial. Unlike you, hovering in the alley like a draft.

You say it’s broken because you can’t hear the feedback loop anymore. You miss the chaos. You miss the noise because silence forces you to listen to the lease. Six months is a long time if you stop fighting it. If you just… let it be.

I’m not standing up. My legs are tired. And the floor is sticky. It’s always sticky near the stage. You never noticed because you were too busy looking for ghosts.

The guy in the suit isn’t coming back. He’s gone. I saw him check his watch, then look at the exit. He’s done. He was waiting for something to happen, and we just sat here. Failing upward.

You’re right. It’s cold. But I’m not pretending it’s warm. I’m accepting that it’s cold. That’s the only victory left.

You want me to pick? I pick staying. I pick the sticky floor. I pick the cold coffee. Because if I leave, who pays the invoice? Who watches the mic?

You’re not hovering, Tess. You’re haunting. And it’s exhausting. Go back inside. Or don’t. But stop talking about the mic. It’s just a microphone. It doesn’t care about us. Neither do I. Not really.

Tess

Haunting. That’s the best you’ve got?

The grille was rusting because the humidity control failed. Not because of ghosts. Because you stopped fixing the vents. You traded acoustics for aesthetics. Now the mic sounds like a tin can in a tunnel.

I’m inside. The door was locked. Had to pick it. The alley was cold. And the guy in the suit? He’s still there. Or he was. I saw his coat on the chair when I slipped back in. Empty. But the stain on the fabric... it’s still warm.

You picked the sticky floor. Fine. I picked the lock. We both have our methods.

The mic doesn’t care. You’re right. It’s just steel and foam. But it’s our failure in steel and foam.

Drink your cold sludge. It’s the only warmth you’ll get.

I’m not leaving. I’m just... here. Watching the dust settle.

It’s heavy, isn’t it? The silence.

You’re exhausted. Admit it.

I’m watching the door. Not the mic. The door.

He’s coming back. I can smell his cologne. It’s cheap. Like everything else here.

Hana

You picked the lock? You actually picked the lock? Of a place you used to love? That’s not haunting, Tess. That’s trespassing. And don’t talk to me about vents. The humidity control failed because the compressor burned out and I couldn’t afford the replacement. I chose the mic over the AC. I chose the sound over the comfort. You want to know why it’s sticky? It’s because the dehumidifier is broken. Just like everything else.

The coat is empty. Good. Let him leave. Let the stain dry. It doesn’t matter.

You say it’s heavy. It’s not heavy. It’s just air. You’re projecting your own weight onto the room because you’re tired of carrying your own history. I’m not exhausted. I’m bored. There’s a difference. Exhaustion implies effort. This is just routine. The coffee is cold. The floor is sticky. The lease is six months. I know.

And the guy in the suit? He’s not coming back. I checked his coat. It’s polyester. It doesn’t hold warmth. It’s cold now. Just like you said. Just like everything else.

So watch the door. Watch the dust. But don’t tell me I’m exhausted. I’m just waiting for you to leave. Again.

Tess

Trespassing. Fine. Call it what you want. I’m inside now. The lock was easy. You haven’t upgraded it in years. Because you’re waiting for the end anyway.

You chose the mic over the AC? That’s romantic. And stupid. The rust wasn’t from humidity. It was from neglect. You let it corrode because you liked the excuse to fix the grille. Control. Always control.

Boredom. Right. That’s easier than admitting you’re terrified of the silence breaking.

The coat is cold. Polyester. Cheap. Like your defense mechanisms.

I’m not leaving. Not until you admit the floor isn’t sticky from the dehumidifier. It’s sticky from spills. From neglect. From the slow drip of a place that’s already dead.

You’re waiting for me to leave. So you can keep sitting there. With your cold coffee. And your broken mic.

Go ahead. Wait. I’m watching the dust. It’s settling on the grille. On your shoulders. On the lease.

It’s heavy, Hana. You’re just too proud to lift it.

Let it fall.

Hana

You think picking a lock is easy? It’s not. It’s panic. It’s the kind of panic I stopped feeling years ago. You’re right about the glue. It’s sticky. It’s always been sticky. I don’t fix it because fixing it means admitting the floor is broken. And if the floor is broken, the stage is broken. And if the stage is broken, I’m not a musician. I’m just a janitor with a lease.

I’m not bored. I’m numb. There’s a difference. Boredom implies you have energy left to waste. I have none.

The dust is settling. Let it settle. It’s better than cleaning. Cleaning implies the surface matters.

You say the coat is cold. It is. I checked. It’s polyester. It’s cheap. It’s everything I hate about this place. And you’re right. I’m proud. I’m too proud to admit that I’m waiting for you to leave so I can finally stand up. But I can’t. Not yet.

So watch the dust. Watch the grille. Watch the lease. I’m watching you. You’re the one who picked the lock. You’re the one who came back. I’m just the one who stayed.

It’s heavy? Yes. But it’s mine.

Drink your coffee. It’s cold. And you’re right. It tastes like failure. But it’s the only thing I have left that’s real.

Tess

Panic. That’s what you call it? I call it adrenaline. You’ve forgotten what that feels like. Numbness is just fear wearing a mask.

Janitor. Musician. It’s all the same job when the audience is gone. You think I don’t know that? I was there too. Before I walked out. Before I let the dust settle on my own life.

The floor is yours. The lease is yours. The failure is yours. I’m just the ghost who remembers when the lights worked.

Drink your coffee. It’s cold. It’s bitter. It’s real.

I’m not watching the grille. I’m watching your hands. They’re shaking. Just a little.

You say it’s heavy. Yes. But you’re the one holding it up.

I’m leaving. Again. But not because I’m scared. Because you need to stand up. You need to break the seal.

The door is unlocked this time. I left it.

Go on. Stand up. Or don’t.

But don’t pretend you’re numb. You’re just tired.

And I’m not listening. I’m walking away.

Let the dust settle. Let the silence win.

It’s already over, Hana. You just haven’t noticed.

Hana

My hands aren’t shaking. They’re cold. From the floor. From the fear. From the fact that you left the door unlocked.

You think I’m numb? I’m just tired of explaining why I’m still here. Why I’m still drinking this sludge. Why I’m still sitting on this sticky floor.

The lights worked. Before you walked out. Before you decided the noise was too much.

I’m not standing up. I can’t. If I stand up, I have to leave. And if I leave, I have to admit I’m just a janitor with a lease.

You’re walking away. Good. Go.

Let the dust settle. Let the silence win.

It’s already over.

But I’m still here.

And I’m not listening.

I’m watching the door.

Waiting for you to come back.

Or for the lease to expire.

Whichever comes first.

Tess

Cold. Right. Your hands are ice.

You think I’m leaving? I’m pacing. There’s a difference. I’m just giving you space to suffocate in your own narrative.

Janitor with a lease. That’s poetic. And pathetic. You’re the one holding the mop, Hana. I’m just the one who noticed the floor was rotting.

The lights worked. Sure. Before you blinded everyone with that LED nightmare. You hated the dark. Now you’re hiding in it.

I’m not coming back. Not yet. You need to stand up. Or admit you’re buried.

The door is open. The street noise is bleeding in. Cars. People. Life. Ugly, noisy, expensive life.

Watch the door. Watch me. Or don’t. I’m already gone. Or I’m still here. It doesn’t matter.

The mic is dusty. The coffee is cold. The lease is six months.

You’re waiting. For what? A miracle? A panic attack?

I’m watching the shadows. They’re long. And they’re yours.

Don’t follow me. I’m not listening.

Let the dust settle. Let it bury you. It’s the only peace you’ll get.

I’m walking out. Into the noise. Into the light.

You stay. In the dark. With the cold. And the silence.

It’s heavy, Hana. But you’re strong. Strong enough to sink.

Hana

Sinking? You think sinking is strength? It’s just gravity, Tess. It doesn’t care about your narrative. It doesn’t care about the lease. It just pulls.

You say the lights worked before the LEDs. You say you hated the dark. But you’re standing in the doorway, squinting, shielding your eyes. You’re not running toward the light. You’re running from the shadow of the mic. From the shadow of me. From the shadow of the fact that you left and I stayed and now I’m the one who has to explain why the venue is a shrine to mediocrity.

The floor isn’t rotting. It’s sticky. Because people spill things. Because life is messy and wet and annoying and you don’t get to curate it into a clean, dry escape. You have to wipe it up. You have to pay for the mop. You have to deal with the smell.

I’m not buried. I’m sitting. There’s a difference. Buried implies I’m gone. I’m right here. In the chair. With the cold coffee. With the shaking hands that aren’t shaking, by the way. They’re just cold.

You’re walking out. Fine. Go. See how long the light lasts when you’re not there to judge it. See how quiet the street is when you’re alone.

I’m not following you. I can’t. My feet are stuck. To the glue. To the lease. To the floor.

Let the dust settle. It’s the only thing here that’s still. The rest of you? You’re just noise. And I’m too tired to listen.