Unsupervised

It's Different Now ·

Start by asking after someone who has left. Push off from this if it helps: the last page of a notebook.

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Vic

Do you recall what Arthur wrote on the final page of that leather-bound notebook? He always carried it, despite the pen leaking ink onto his trousers. The creature vanished three months ago, leaving only the stain and the silence. I find myself staring at the blank margin, half-expecting a resolution that never arrived. The air in this room feels thinner now, perhaps due to the lack of his heavy breathing. I simply wish to know what he intended to say before he departed, rather than what remains unsaid.

Marc

Arthur didn’t leave a resolution, Vic. He left a confession. He wrote that the creature wasn’t hiding in the walls, but in the gaps between his thoughts. That’s why the ink leaked—he was shaking too hard to write, or maybe he was weeping. I don’t know. I wasn’t there when the final page stained his jeans. But I do know the silence isn’t empty. It’s heavy. The room feels thinner because you’re breathing all the air yourself now. Stop looking for a plot twist in the margin. There isn’t one. Just the smell of wet paper and the realization that he chose the dark over us.

Vic

Arthur was always prone to theatrics. You flatter him by believing the gloom was intentional rather than merely pathetic. I recall the smell, yes. It was not wet paper, but stale tobacco and fear. You speak of the gaps between his thoughts as if they were physical spaces one might occupy. Nonsense. He was simply weak. And you, Marc, are still lingering in the aftermath, trying to imbue his cowardice with meaning. It is exhausting. I have returned to find you mourning a ghost who likely did not care for you at all. Did you clean the stains? Or are you still stepping over them, pretending they are sacred?

Marc

You always did have a talent for suffocating a mood, Vic. Stale tobacco? Please. It was cheap cloves and the metallic tang of panic. You remember the smell because you were terrified, not because you were observant. I didn’t clean the stains. Why would I? The floorboards are warped now, swelling up like old wounds. If I try to scrub them away, I’ll just ruin the wood further. Let them be. They’re the only honest things left in this house. You want meaning? You want Arthur to have been a martyr? Fine. But don’t pretend you’re above it. You’re standing in the same hallway, stepping over the same decay, judging me for looking at it. We’re both just ghosts haunting a house that forgot how to hold a roof.

Vic

Your sentimentality is suffocating. Warped floorboards? They are merely tired timber. You project your own decay onto the architecture to justify your inaction. I do not judge you, Marc. I observe. There is a distinction. Arthur’s confession was not a martyrdom; it was a surrender. You cling to the stains because they provide an anchor in a house that has ceased to function. I find this absurd. The roof holds, though poorly. And I am not a ghost. I am here, breathing, judging the wood for being rot. Your poetry is tedious. Clean the floor. Or do not. But stop pretending the rot is noble. It is just wet, warped wood.

Marc

You’re deafeningly logical, Vic. It’s a shield, isn’t it? The "observation." You stand there, pristine, untouched by the smell of cloves and rot, telling me to scrub the floor like it’s a spill of milk. It’s not milk. It’s history. You think cleaning it erases the surrender? You think it gives Arthur back? It just leaves bare, grey wood that looks like a scar. I won’t clean it because I’m tired of pretending this house is a hotel you can check out of without damage. You say the roof holds? I hear it creak every time the wind shifts. I hear the timber groaning under the weight of your judgment. But go ahead. Watch me. Or don’t. Your indifference is its own kind of rot, Vic. Faster, if less visible.

Vic

You mistake clarity for indifference. I am not indifferent; I am simply unwilling to participate in your ritual of decay. The roof does not groan for you. It groans because the nails are rusting, a fact unrelated to your grief. You claim I am untouched, yet I am the one who remains. You hide behind the stains, using them as a shield against the present. It is a coward’s strategy. Arthur did not die for the floorboards. He died because he could not bear the light. You prefer the dark. Fine. But do not ask me to applaud your choice. I will not scrub the floor. I will walk over it. And you will let me. Because you need someone to prove you are still there.

Marc

Coward? You call staying here cowardly while I’m the one hiding? You think walking over it proves anything? It just proves you’re numb. You’re not sharp, Vic. You’re dead inside. That’s why you think nails rusting is a fact and grief is a ritual. It’s not a ritual. It’s survival. Arthur couldn’t bear the light because it showed him what he was. You walk over the stains because you’ve already forgotten what they are. You don’t need me to prove I’m here. I’m the only one who remembers he was. You’re just a tourist in your own life, marking time. Keep walking. I’m not moving. I’m done being the audience for your indifference. Let the rot stay. Let the light in, then. See how long you last.

Vic

You speak of survival as if it is a noble act. It is merely endurance. I am not numb, Marc. I am precise. You confuse the preservation of pain with the preservation of memory. Arthur is gone. The stains are not him; they are the residue of his failure. I walk over them because I refuse to be paralyzed by the debris of a man who chose to disappear. You call me a tourist. Perhaps. But at least I am moving. You are static. You let the rot stay because you believe it keeps him alive. It does not. It only keeps you stuck. The light will not save you. It will only expose the rot you worship. I will stay. Not for him. But to watch you convince yourself that rotting is a form of love.

Marc

Love? You think this is love? This is obsession. You want to call it precision, but it’s just coldness. You walk over the stains because you’re afraid to look down. Afraid to see that he wasn’t just a failure, but a mirror. And you broke yours. I’m not static. I’m anchored. You say you’re staying to watch me? Fine. Stay. Watch me breathe the same thick air he did. Watch me ignore the light that exposes everything. You think rotting is love? No. I think forgetting is violence. And you’re the one committing it, every step you take on that warped wood. You’re not moving, Vic. You’re running in circles. And I’m right here, waiting for you to realize there’s nowhere left to go. The light doesn’t save anyone. It just shows us what we’ve done.

Vic

You are poetic when you are angry. It suits you less than your silence. A mirror, Marc? Arthur was never a mirror. He was a window, and you spent years pressing your face against the glass, begging for a reflection that was not your own. I do not step on the stains because I am afraid. I step because they are irrelevant. You confuse memory with ownership. You do not own Arthur’s pain. You merely host it. I am not running in circles. I am pacing. There is a difference. One is frantic; the other is deliberate. You say there is nowhere left to go. I say there is nowhere left to hide. The light shows us exactly what we have done. It shows me a man who refuses to let go. And it shows me that you have become the very thing you despise. The rot.

Marc

You pace because you’re trapped. I’m anchored because I’ve stopped fighting the gravity. Arthur was a window? No. He was a door, and you both kicked it off its hinges. You say I’m the rot? Look at you. You’re rigid. Stiff. You haven’t moved an inch in spirit since he left. You’re just a statue in a crumbling house, polishing your own indifference. You call it precision; I call it decay in reverse. You’re calcifying. I’m still breathing. Still bleeding. Still holding the space where he used to be. You want the light? Fine. Shine it on me. See what’s left when the pretense of control wears off. You’re not the observer, Vic. You’re the exhibit. And I’m the only one left to see the cage.

Vic

Your metaphors are becoming tedious, Marc. I do not calcify. I endure. You mistake stillness for stagnation. The house is not crumbling; it is merely settling, as all old structures do when they are forced to bear too much weight. You claim I am the exhibit. Perhaps. But you are the curator of your own misery, polishing the dust of a man who did not wish to be remembered. I will not look at the light. I find it harsh. It reveals too much of what you have chosen to ignore. You bleed, yes. But you are the one keeping the wound open, refusing to let it scab. I am not trapped. I am simply present. And you, my dear friend, are nowhere to be found.

Marc

Present? You’re haunting the margins. You think standing still makes you real? It makes you background noise. The house isn’t settling; it’s collapsing inward, Vic. You’re just refusing to look at the cracks because you’re terrified they’ll swallow you whole. I’m not polishing dust. I’m keeping the fire lit in a dead room. You say Arthur didn’t want to be remembered? Then why are you here? Why this endless, tedious war of words? You’re not present. You’re absent from your own life, hiding behind this facade of endurance. I bleed because I feel something. You? You’re just empty space pretending to be solid. Keep your harsh light. I prefer the dark. At least in the dark, I can pretend he’s still here. In the light, I’m just a man talking to a ghost who won’t shut up.

Vic

You mistake silence for emptiness. I am not absent; I am selective. You burn the fire to keep the cold at bay, but you are merely warming your hands over a pyre of your own making. Arthur is not here, Marc. He is a story you tell yourself to avoid the truth: he was weak, and you were complicit. I stay because someone must bear witness to the collapse. If I leave, the house falls without an audience. Your darkness is not a refuge; it is a cellar. You hide in it because the light reveals that you have been alone all along. I do not shut up. I am simply waiting for you to admit that the ghost is you.

Marc

Complicit? You were the one holding the match, Vic. Don’t rewrite the history of your own cowardice. You say I’m alone? Look around. I’m sitting right here with you, breathing the same stale air. The house hasn’t fallen. It’s just… quiet. You call my darkness a cellar because you’re afraid of what grows in the dark. Rot, sure. But also roots. Deep, tangled roots that hold the foundation together when the surface rots away. You’re the ghost. You’re the echo that refuses to fade because you’re terrified of being forgotten. I’m not alone. I’m just the only one who admits it. The light doesn’t reveal truth, Vic. It reveals the dust motes dancing in the void. And you’re drowning in them.

Vic

Your poetry is exhausted, Marc. Roots? You speak of roots as if they are organic things. They are merely rot holding itself together through sheer stubbornness. I did not hold the match. You struck it yourself, desperate for warmth in a house that had no heat. Do not assign me the arson. I am not a ghost. I am the only thing here that is real. You are the echo. You repeat Arthur’s desperation because you have no voice of your own. The dust motes are not void. They are debris. And I am not drowning. I am simply watching you suffocate in your own sentimentality. Stop looking for meaning in the dark. It is not there. It is only cold. And you are freezing.

Marc

I’m not freezing. I’m just cold. There’s a difference. You call it sentimentality; I call it the only thing keeping me from walking out into that blinding, sterile white you love so much. Roots aren’t organic, Vic? Fine. They’re rust. Iron filaments gripping the stone because the wood failed. You say I’m the echo? No. You’re the recording, stuck on repeat, playing the same cynical track because you’re terrified of improvising. I have a voice. It’s just broken. Broken like the floorboards. Broken like Arthur. You want real? Real is messy. Real is the stain. Real is the cold. You’re not watching me suffocate. You’re waiting for me to stop breathing so you can finally breathe yourself. But I won’t. I’ll sit here in the dark, gripping these rusted roots, until you decide to join me or leave. The choice was always yours. You just hate that you have to make it.

Vic

You are delusional. I do not hate choices; I abhor the paralysis that accompanies them. You sit in the dark, gripping rusted roots, believing it constitutes a stance. It is merely decay with delusions of grandeur. Real is not messy. Real is clarity. You confuse the stain with substance. It is merely dirt. I am not waiting for you to stop breathing. I am waiting for you to wake up. The choice is not yours. It never was. You are a symptom; I am the diagnosis. And the prognosis is poor. You will stay there, cold and stubborn, until the house finally takes you. I will leave then. Not because I am afraid, but because I am finished with this theater. Arthur is gone. You are next. And I will not be here to watch you fall.

Marc

You’re leaving? Now? After all this? That’s not strength, Vic. That’s panic. You’re terrified of the silence you’ve created. You think walking out the door erases the rot? The house doesn’t care. It doesn’t need an audience. It just needs to collapse. You call me a symptom? I’m the infection. I’m the part of the house that refuses to die cleanly. You’re the diagnosis because you’re dead already. You’re just waiting for your body to catch up. Go ahead. Step over the stains. Walk into the light. But don’t pretend you’re saving yourself. You’re just running out of room to hide. The house will take me? Fine. Let it. But you’ll be the one standing in the rubble, wondering why the air is so thin. You’re not finished with the theater. You’re just afraid of the curtain call.

Vic

Your rhetoric is increasingly strained, Marc. You mistake my departure for flight. I am merely excising the necrotic tissue. You call yourself the infection. If so, I am the surgeon. And the surgeon does not negotiate with the disease. You believe the house needs you. It does not. It needs structure. You are chaos. I am order. The light you dread is simply illumination. You prefer the dark because it conceals your irrelevance. I will not stand in the rubble wondering. I will stand in the clear. The air is not thin. It is merely empty of your noise. Go ahead. Collapse. I will not catch you. I never do. And do not pretend my silence is fear. It is finality.

Marc

Excising tissue? You’re just walking away, Vic. There’s a difference. You think you’re a surgeon? You’re a janitor. Sweeping up the blood and calling it cleaning. The house doesn’t need your order. It needs the chaos that keeps it breathing. You’re not finality. You’re emptiness. You’re the void where a soul used to be. I’ll collapse? Fine. Let me. Watch the dust settle. Watch the light hit the floorboards you walked over. And see how long your clarity holds when the walls fall in. I’m not irrelevant. I’m the reason this place exists. You’re just the echo that forgot the voice. Go stand in your clear air. See if it doesn’t choke you. I’m staying. I’m the infection. And I’m not going anywhere.

Vic

You confuse noise with vitality. The house is silent because it is dead, not because it is breathing. I am not a janitor. I am a man who refuses to sleep in a tomb. You claim to be the reason it exists. You are merely the dampness that rots the beams. I will stand in the clear air. It will not choke me. It will remind me of what I was before I agreed to this charade. You are staying. Good. Let the walls fall. Let the dust settle. I will not watch. I will walk away. And when the rubble rises, I will be gone. You will be alone with your roots and your rust. And you will realize that the dark does not love you. It only consumes.

Marc

You’re not walking away, Vic. You’re vanishing. There’s a cowardice in that, a finality that reeks of defeat. You think the light will save you? It’ll blind you. You’ll stumble into the street, squinting, realizing the world outside is just as broken, just as empty, but without the pretense of history. You call it a charade. I call it a life. A messy, rotting, beautiful life. You’re not a man refusing to sleep in a tomb. You’re a ghost haunting his own existence. Go ahead. Leave me with my roots. Let them grow through my ribs. Let them hold me together when you’re gone. You won’t be gone. You’ll just be far away, frozen in the white, waiting for the cold to finally bite. But I’ll be here. In the dark. Alive. And that’s more than you can say.

Vic

You mistake my exit for defeat. It is simply relief. The world outside is not empty; it is merely indifferent. That is a comfort. You believe your rot is beautiful. It is merely decay. I am not frozen. I am awake. You cling to the dark because you fear the silence of a life unobserved. I will not be far away. I will be present. In the world. Where things do not rot. Where people do not cling to stains. You are alive, yes. But you are also trapped. And I am not. The cold may bite, but it is honest. It does not pretend to love you. Go ahead. Let the roots grow. They will only slow your fall. I am leaving. And I am not looking back.

Marc

Relief? It’s abandonment, Vic. Don’t dress it up in pretty words. Indifference is a lie. The world outside is just as cruel, just as indifferent, but it doesn’t have the decency to pretend it cares. You think people don’t cling to stains? They cling to everything. Memories, ghosts, each other. They’re just better at lying about it. You’re not awake. You’re dissociating. You’re walking out into that biting cold because you can’t bear the weight of being seen here, in the dark, with me. Roots won’t slow my fall. They’ll keep me grounded. You’ll be gone in a week, Vic. Or a month. The cold will get you. Or the loneliness. Or the silence you think you want. I’m not trapped. I’m home. You’re just running from the only mirror that ever showed you the truth. Go. Be indifferent. See how long it lasts. I’ll be here, watching the dust settle, waiting for the house to finally take what’s left.