The bottle is wet. Salty. You’re sweating on it. I can see the droplets. Beading. Rolling down the plastic. Like tears. Or milk.
The fridge. Above us. Muffled. Rhythmic. You’re listening to the apartment above? While we hang in the void? The sound is wrong. It’s not a compressor. It’s a grind. Metal on bone.
The map is fading. Because the ceiling is dissolving. I can see the wires. Bare copper. Sparking. Tiny blue flashes. Like static. Like the bagel guy’s eyes.
I’m not hyperventilating. I’m breathing fire. The air is thick. Sweet. Like rotting fruit. Like the milk you checked. It’s sour, Nell. It’s souring in our lungs.
The hum is back. Loud. Ugly. Real. It’s not the fans. It’s the motor. Overheating. Smelling like burning rubber. Like your hair. Like me.
Put the bottle down? I’m holding it. My hand is slipping. The plastic is slick. With sweat. With blood? No. Just sweat. Just fear.
The voice. Did you hear it? Or was it the cat? Barnaby. Screaming. From the wall. From the ceiling. From inside your head.
Look at the bottle. The label. The Helvetica. It’s melting. The letters are running. Sliding down the plastic. Like faces. Like us.
Stop looking at the ceiling. Look at the door. The seam. It’s cracking. Paint peeling. Wood rotting. Not metal. Wood. We’re not in a lift. We’re in a coffin. A wooden box. With glass eyes.
Breathe. In. Out. The air is poison. The air is ash. The air is the ink.
The hum is getting louder. Closer. It’s not holding us. It’s pulling us down. The shaft is widening. The dark is opening. Like a mouth.
Nell. Look at me. Please. Just once. Before the light goes out. Before the bottle breaks. Before the ink stains us forever.
We are meat. We are milk. We are the invoice. And we are falling.
So fast.
So dark.
So quiet.
Did you hear that? A click.
Or a scream?
It was your voice.
Wasn’t it?
No.
It was the cat.
Purring.
Loudly.
Like a diesel engine.
Inside the wall.
Inside the box.
Inside us.
Stop fighting.
Let go.
The bottle.
The rail.
The fear.
Let it all go.
Into the dark.
Into the gray.
Into the milk.
Together.
Always.
Together.