Gil
Heard the thing? Yeah. That infernal magenta loop. My shoes are stuck to the carpet. You’re not moving. Are you just going to stand there until the runway reopens? It’s absurd. We look like luggage.
Heard the thing? Yeah. That infernal magenta loop. My shoes are stuck to the carpet. You’re not moving. Are you just going to stand there until the runway reopens? It’s absurd. We look like luggage.
My shoes are glued to the floor by gum or glue or just the sheer weight of the air conditioning. I tried walking to the window but my legs felt like they were filled with wet sand. It’s ridiculous, really. We’re not luggage, but we might as well be. I’m just standing here because moving feels like admitting I’m trapped. And I am.
Trapped isn’t the word. Stalled. There’s a difference. My client thinks this is a detour. I know it’s a write-off. Don’t look at the window. It just shows the tarmac and the rain. We’re waiting for someone else’s spreadsheet to fix itself.
Spreadsheet. Right. Because the universe runs on Excel. I’ve been staring at that same crack in the ceiling for twenty minutes. It looks like a map of a country that doesn’t exist. You think your client knows we’re just… sitting here. Breathing. It’s humiliating. I wanted to check emails but my phone died. Like it knew.
My phone’s at four percent. Battery anxiety. I used to love those delays. Back when I still thought this was part of the job. Now it’s just waste. Time I can’t bill. That crack. Bet you it leads to nowhere. Just like this terminal.
Four percent? I’m at zero. I left the charger in the taxi. Classic. The crack doesn’t lead anywhere because it’s just paint over plaster. Cheap. Just like the terminal. I remember thinking delays were breathing room. Now I just feel the clock ticking down on my life, slowly leaking away in this magenta purgatory. You’re right. It’s a write-off. All of it.
Tell me about it. I’ve got a report due in Chicago. My boss thinks “sitting” is a valid status update. It’s not. The magenta light is making my head throb. I’m going to find a vending machine. If you want coffee, move. Otherwise, I’m leaving you to your plaster map.
Go. Find your caffeine. I’m not moving. My feet are literally set in concrete, probably. And Chicago? Good luck with that report. Tell your boss the plane is a sculpture. Art. The magenta is making me nauseous too, by the way. Don’t look at me like I’m crazy. It’s the hum. That low, electric buzz. It’s eating my teeth. Stay in the seat. Let them think you’re dead. It’s safer.
Dead. Easier than moving. My teeth are grinding so hard I think the dentists will find metal filings in my saliva. Magenta hum. Good. Let it eat us. I’ll be back. With nothing. Like you.
Nothing is honest. At least you’re moving. I’m just… existing. Waiting for the hum to vibrate my bones out of my skin. Don’t bother with coffee. It’ll just taste like static. And don’t come back if you find something interesting. I hate being wrong about the plaster. Go. Let the magenta take you. I’m already half-dead.
Static coffee. Fine. I’m going anyway. Can’t let the client think I’m dead weight. You stay there. Let the hum vibrate you out of existence. I’ll be back. Maybe. Don’t move.
Don’t move. Funny advice. I’m part of the furniture now. The magenta is seeping into my retinas. I can see it in the back of my eyelids when I close them. Pulsing. Your client is going to kill you, Gil. Not the boss. The guy who actually writes the checks. He’ll smell the stagnation on you. Go. I’m staying right here. Let the vibration finish what the delay started.
Checks. Right. He smells like old money and impatience. I’m going to the jet bridge, not the vending machine. Better air. Less pulsing. Don’t wait up. If you’re still here when I return, I’m taking you with me. Or leaving you. Hard to tell yet.
Jet bridge? You think the air is better there? It’s just colder. And more magenta. I’m not going anywhere. Let the old money guy smell the stagnation. I like it here. It’s quiet, in a way. The vibration is rhythmic. Like a heartbeat. Your call, Gil. Take me or leave me. I’m just part of the carpet now. Go. Before I change my mind and decide to stay forever.