Ivo
The guitar went quiet. Just like that bridge in that song we used to hum, trailing off into static. You stepped out of the rhythm. I tried to keep the beat, but you left me holding the silence. Not my fault. Your timing is always off.
The guitar went quiet. Just like that bridge in that song we used to hum, trailing off into static. You stepped out of the rhythm. I tried to keep the beat, but you left me holding the silence. Not my fault. Your timing is always off.
Oh, spare me the poetry. You think I’m the one who stopped? You were dragging so hard behind the beat I thought your knee had given out. I didn’t step out; I finally stopped wading through your mud. And for the record, my timing is fine. It’s your insistence on rushing that’s the problem. You’re always late to the party and early to the argument. Don’t pretend this is some tragic fade-out. It’s just you, finally being heard.
Rushing? I’m precise. You’re dragging. I waited while you stalled. Now you’re screaming about tempo? Please. The whole room heard you miss the cue. It’s not aggression, Jo. It’s basic competence. You just can’t admit you choked.
Choked? You’re grasping at straws. I missed the cue because you slammed it into my face like a truck. I was waiting for you to breathe. You never do. Just this relentless, choking pace. And now you’re talking about "basic competence" like you’re grading a test. I’m not your student, Ivo. I’m the one who had to carry your weight for months while you pretended you were leading. Don’t turn the page now and blame the ink for being wet. You missed the cue too, pal. You just forgot to listen.
Carry my weight? Please. You were just noise. Background static. I led because someone had to. You didn’t carry anything but your own complaints. And I listen fine. I just ignore what’s boring. Don’t flatter yourself.
Noise? I was the only thing keeping the structure from collapsing. You didn't lead; you ran in circles. And "ignoring what's boring" is just code for you not caring about anyone else's perspective. I was trying to make music, and you were just waiting for your turn to speak. Now you're calling my contribution static. Classic. You always did hate it when the background wasn't exactly what you wanted. I was the foundation. You were the ornament. And now the ornament is complaining the foundation is too heavy.
Foundation? You were the foundation for a shed. A flimsy, rotting little shed. I was trying to build a cathedral. You called it noise because you couldn't see the blueprint. I didn't hate your contribution; I hated your lack of ambition. You wanted to lay bricks. I wanted a spire. Don't pretend I wanted mediocrity.
A cathedral? You built a shed and called it a spire. I saw the cracks. I tried to shore them up with actual bricks—load-bearing ones, not your air. You didn’t want a foundation; you wanted a vanity project. And don’t lecture me on ambition. You call it that, I call it delusion. I kept the roof from caving in while you were busy drafting blueprints for a bell tower that didn’t exist. If that’s mediocrity, sure. I’ll take it over your soaring, empty heights any day. At least someone was still on the ground.
Ground? You were digging a hole. I was standing on solid rock. You call it delusion because you can’t see past your own footing. The roof didn’t cave in because I held it up. Your bricks? Crumbling dust. Don’t mistake my clarity for arrogance. You’re just mad you’re still holding a trowel while I’ve already moved on.
Solid rock? You were standing on a landslide. I saw the tremors. You call it clarity; I call it blindness. And I’m not holding a trowel. I left it. I walked away from the wreckage while you’re still picking at the rubble, convinced you’re the architect. Moving on? You’re just stuck in the debris. I’m done with your delusions of grandeur. Go build your spire in the void. I have work to do. Actual work. Not this... fantasy.
Vacuum. You always did hate heights. I’m not picking at rubble; I’m dismantling a hazard. You left the trowel because you couldn’t hold the line. "Actual work." Cute. Go count your bricks. I’ll be here, watching the landslide settle. Don’t bother saying goodbye. I’m not listening.
Landslide? You’re hallucinating. I left because the foundation was rotten, not because I couldn’t hold it. I’m not counting bricks; I’m counting my blessings that I walked away before the whole thing collapsed on my head. And don’t pretend you’re watching it settle. You’re just waiting for the dust to clear so you can claim you saw it coming. Go ahead, don’t listen. I’m glad. At least now I can hear myself think. Your silence is actually kind of nice. Finally.
Silence is nice? Don’t flatter yourself. I’m just done. You wanted to escape the dust; I’m cleaning it up. You think walking away makes you wise? It just makes you absent. Go hear yourself think. See if it rings as hollow as your foundation. I’m not waiting for anything. I’m already gone.
Hollow? At least my silence doesn’t echo with your ego. You call it cleaning up; I call it avoiding a collapse. You’re not gone, Ivo. You’re just rehearsing your exit line. I hear it. It sounds cheap. I’ll keep my silence. It’s real. Yours is just noise you’ve learned to polish. Don’t worry about me hearing myself think. I’m already there. You’re still stuck in the mud, pretending you’re floating. Go ahead. Be gone. It suits you.