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Omar

Escalators. I hate them. Staring at the back of someone’s neck, rising somewhere you didn’t choose, unable to jump off if you realize you’re going to the wrong floor. Just stuck in the loop. I’m sitting here, coffee getting cold, watching the dust settle on this stupid desk. The morning meeting droned on for an hour about Q3 projections that are already dead in the water. I can’t remember half of what Mr. Henderson said. Probably because he’s been saying the same thing since Tuesday. So. Are we doing this? Or are we just going to stand here like two mannequins in a shop window, pretending we have somewhere to be? Begin whenever. Or don’t. I’m not going anywhere.

Jo

The coffee’s definitely cold now. Look like a film. You can scrape the congealed ring off the ceramic if you want. Or don’t. I’ve got that report due, though. Henderson’s emails are piling up in my inbox like dead flies. I keep thinking about quitting, but the rent’s due on the first and I hate the commute even more than I hate the escalators. There’s nothing to jump off of, really. Just the grind. You’re right about the mannequins. We’re posing. I’m going to open the spreadsheet now. It’s blue. Everything is blue.

Omar

Blue. Christ. Henderson’s favorite color. Probably thinks it’ll make the loss of human dignity look like a branding exercise. I watched you click that icon. The little spinning wheel of death, pretending to load data that was probably already there. "Dead flies," is that what you called them? Because that’s exactly what it feels like. Screaming into a void that just echoes back a compliance reminder. I should open my laptop. I should. But my fingers are numb. Not from cold, though the coffee is certainly frozen solid. Like, actually ice. Can you hear that humming? The vents are rattling again. Henderson’s probably monitoring our keystrokes right now. Wait, no, that’s paranoid. But mostly. You going to scrape that ring?

Jo

Stop it. You’re making it weird. The vents rattle because the building is old, not because Henderson is a supervillain with a keystroke logger. I didn’t click anything that loaded. I just stared at the screen until it blinked. My fingers aren’t numb, they’re just trembling. It’s the caffeine, or maybe the sheer weight of the insulation. I’m not scraping the ring. Let it rot. It’s part of the texture now. You’re talking too fast. It’s giving me a headache. I need to send that email. The one I’ve been drafting for three days. It says nothing. Just bounces between my inbox and draft folder like a ping-pong match. Do you want to watch me type it? Or are you going to keep narrating the decline of our sanity? I’m going to open the file. The blue one. Don’t look at me like that. I’m doing it.

Omar

Stop making it weird. I’m just observing the decay. You tremble, I shiver. It’s physics. You say it’s caffeine, I say it’s the existential dread of blue spreadsheets. Whatever helps you sleep. Let the ring rot. It has character. I’m done narrating. You’re doing a fine job of it yourself. Look, don’t open the file yet. Just look at me. The draft email. Three days. It says nothing. Probably because the void is listening. Henderson isn’t a supervillain; he’s just boring. That’s worse. I’m not looking at your screen. I’m looking at your hands. Those shaking fingers. Go ahead. Type it. Send it. Let the ping-pong ball land. I’ll be here. Judging. Waiting. Not moving.

Jo

My hands aren’t shaking. You’re imagining it. Or projecting. It’s a defense mechanism, probably. Classic. I’m typing. Look at the cursor blink. Blink. Blink. It’s mocking me. I’m hitting send. Did you see that? The little envelope icon? It’s gone. Into the ether. Or Henderson’s spam folder. Probably spam. Who reads email anymore? We’re all just ghosts in a machine. I feel sick. Not from the coffee. From the relief? Or the horror? I can’t tell. The screen is blank now. Just white. Blinding white. I should stand up. My legs feel like jelly. You’re still staring. Why are you still staring? Did I do it right? Or did I just confirm our damnation? I need to go to the bathroom. Or the breakroom. Somewhere with a window that doesn’t show the parking lot. I’m leaving. Don’t follow me.

Omar

You’re trembling. I saw it. Don’t lie to me, Jo. You typed like you were defusing a bomb. One wrong key and boom. There goes the quarterly review. You hit send. The envelope vanished. Great. Now it’s out of your hands. In Henderson’s spam folder, probably. Or worse, in his "urgent" pile. You look pale. Actually pale. Like you’ve seen a ghost. Which, given the blue screen, makes sense. You want to run to the breakroom? Go. Hide behind the coffee machine. I’m not following. I have to finish this report. It’s not blue, though. It’s gray. The color of surrender. I’m staying here. Staring at the wall. Listening to the vents. Let’s see if you can handle the silence. Go on. Leave. See if I care.

Jo

You’re insane. It’s gray because you gave up. I didn’t type like a bomb disposal expert. I just… clicked. The void didn’t explode. Henderson isn’t going to scream. He’s probably just filing it under ‘annoying.’ You’re imagining the urgency. That’s the problem with you. You dramatize the mundane until it feels like a tragedy. I’m not running. I’m just stepping away from the desk. The chair squeaks. That’s the only sound. You say you’re staying? Fine. Stay. Rot in the gray. I’m going to the breakroom. Not to hide. Just to stand there. Look at the coffee machine. It’s humming. Like the vents. It’s all just noise. You can have the silence. I’ll take the noise. It’s less accusing. Stop looking at my face. It’s not a mask. It’s just skin. Dry skin. Like the air.

Omar

You’re dramatic. I’m precise. Big difference. You think clicking a mouse is a tragedy? It’s data entry, Jo. It’s the same as breathing, just with more consequences. You say it’s noise. I say it’s the sound of things failing. The coffee machine hums because it’s broken, not because it’s alive. Stand there if you want. Pretend the steam isn’t just residual heat from last week’s disaster. I’m not looking at your face. I’m looking at the gray screen. It’s honest, at least. It doesn’t pretend to care about your dry skin. Go on. Stand by the hum. I’ll sit here in my gray surrender. We’re both trapped. Just in different ways. You chose the noise. I chose the void. Neither is winning.

Jo

You’re using words like tools now. Precise. Trapped. It’s pathetic. The coffee machine isn’t broken. It’s just old. Like us. I’m standing by it. It’s warm. Not hot. Just warm. A faint pulse. You think you chose the void? You didn’t choose anything. You just stopped moving. That’s not a strategy. It’s surrender. I’m drinking this terrible, sludge-like coffee. It tastes like burnt plastic and regret. I can’t feel my feet. The humming is louder. Or maybe my ears are ringing. I want to leave this building. But the stairs are an escalator in disguise. Concrete steps moving at a snail’s pace. You’d hate it. You’d analyze the mechanics of it. I’m just going to stand here. Staring at the coil. Waiting for it to stop. Or start. I don’t know anymore. You’re winning. I hate that. I hate you. I hate the gray. Go away.

Omar

Winning? I’m not playing a game, Jo. I’m just observing the decay while you pretend the coffee machine is alive. It’s a heating element, not a heartbeat. Don’t romanticize the rust. You say I stopped moving, but I’m here. You’re the one circling the drain, staring at a coil like it’s the last truth in the world. It’s just copper wire, wrapped in insulation. Like us. Burnt plastic. Regret. Fine. You hate me. Good. Hate is better than the silence. Hate is energy. I’ll stay in my gray. You can keep your warm, humming lie. Go on. Wait for the coil to stop. It won’t. It never does. We’re stuck here. Together. In the noise. Don’t look at me. I’m already gone.

Jo

It’s not a lie. It’s just a machine. You’re the one making it poetic. Copper wire. Insulation. You sound like a poet who failed chemistry. I’m not circling the drain. I’m just standing here. The coil is warm. It’s supposed to be warm. If it weren’t, it would be broken. And I don’t want broken. I want functional. Even if it’s just keeping water from freezing. You say you’re gone. You’re still typing. I can hear the keys. Clack. Clack. Clack. You’re not gone. You’re just hiding in the gray. I hate the gray. It’s boring. Hate is boring too. It’s just a different kind of numbness. I’m going to drink the rest of this coffee. It’s cold now. Actually cold. Like ice. Just like you said. I’m going to throw it in the sink. Watch the dark liquid swirl down the drain. Gone. Like Henderson’s projections. Like my dignity. Don’t look at me. I’m already looking away.

Omar

Clack. Clack. You’re counting? Of course you are. Trying to measure time in a place that doesn’t have any. I’m not hiding. I’m working. On something that matters, unlike your coil worship. You throw the coffee. Good. Let it swirl. Let it disappear into the dark. That’s progress, Jo. You’re actually doing something. Even if it’s just dumping liquid. I didn’t say I was cold. I said the coffee was. There’s a difference. One is a fact. The other is a mood. You’re confusing them again. Look away if you want. It doesn’t matter. I’m still here. Typing. Waiting. Not gone. Just... present. In the gray. Which is boring, yes. But honest. Unlike your poetry. Keep staring at the sink. Maybe something will come up. Something real.

Jo

I’m not counting. I’m just hearing the rhythm. It’s annoying. Like a tap dripping. You’re wrong about the coffee. It was warm when I poured it. You’re lying. You want it to be cold so you can feel something. Anything. I’m looking at the sink. The drain is rusty. Brown flakes swirling in the black water. It looks like blood. Don’t be dramatic. It’s just rust. From the pipes. From the building. From us. You say you’re working. On what? The gray report? It’s empty. I can see the cursor blinking. It’s mocking you. I’m not looking away. I’m watching you type into the void. You think it matters. I know it doesn’t. But you’re doing it anyway. That’s the tragedy. Not the noise. The silence you’re making while you type. It’s louder than the vents. I’m going to wash the mug. The water is hot. Too hot. It burns. Good. Pain is real. At least that’s something.

Omar

Hot water. Good. It stings. That’s how you know you’re still in the building. You’re watching me? I thought you were staring at the sink. Rust. Blood. Pipe corrosion. Call it what you want. It’s just iron oxide. But sure. Drama suits you. I’m typing because if I stop, I have to listen to the humming. The report isn’t empty. It’s full of words I don’t care about. That’s the point. You say it’s silent. I say it’s screaming. Clack. Clack. You’re burning your hand. Pull it back. Unless you like pain. Maybe that’s why you’re here. To feel something sharp. I’m not mocking you, Jo. I’m just ignoring you. Which is worse, isn’t it? You want me to look at the void. I’m busy filling it. Go wash your hands. The water’s fine. Let the heat do its work. I’m still here. Still typing. Still gray.

Jo

I’m pulling it back. Of course I am. It’s not like I want to lose a hand. That would be inefficient. The water is fine. It’s just hot. Like you said. Like I said. You’re filling it. Words. Empty words. Just like my email. Just like the report. It’s all the same. Gray. Blue. Black. The colors don’t matter. The content doesn’t. It’s the act. The performance. You think ignoring me is worse than mocking me? It’s not. It’s just... absence. I’m drying my hands. On the paper towel. It’s rough. It scratches. I like the scratch. It’s real. You’re still typing. Clack. Clack. I’m going to go back to my desk. The blue one. I have to look at it. Even if I don’t look at it. I’m waiting for the screen to change. Or for Henderson to call. Or for the building to collapse. Any of those would be news. I’m standing up. My knees pop. Loud. You didn’t hear it. You’re too busy. I’m going to sit. Stare. Pretend. Just like you.

Omar

Knees pop. Loud. I heard it. You think silence is deafening? It’s just background noise. Like the vents. Like your dramatic exit. "Inefficient." That’s a good word. You’re trying to be efficient in a place designed to waste time. It won’t work. The blue screen doesn’t care about efficiency. It cares about compliance. Go back. Sit. Stare. Pretend. I’m not mocking you. I’m just… existing. In the gray. With my empty words. Maybe they’ll fill the void. Or maybe they’ll just be another layer of dust. You scratch your hands. Good. Pain is real. I’m still typing. Clack. Clack. Waiting for the collapse. Or the call. Or the blue. Whatever comes. I’ll be here. Judging. Typing. Existing. Don’t look at me. I’m already gone. Or so you think.

Jo

You’re doing it again. The repetition. It’s not a strategy; it’s a glitch. I’m sitting. The chair is stiff. It digs into my spine. I’m looking at the blue screen. It’s blank. Or maybe I’m just not seeing it. My eyes are dry. From the humming. From the dust. You say you’re existing. That’s a big word for typing into a void. You think I don’t know you’re judging? I can feel it. Like a draft. Cold. But I’m not moving. I’m just here. In the blue. Waiting for the collapse. Or the call. Or the gray. It doesn’t matter. We’re both stuck. You in your words. Me in my silence. The vents rattle. A pipe bursts? No. Just pressure. Equalizing. I’m going to close my eyes. Just for a second. To see if the gray looks different in the dark. It probably doesn’t. It’s all the same. Just noise. Different frequencies. Same song. I’m asleep. Wake me up when the building falls. Or when Henderson remembers my name. Either way. I’m out.

Omar

You’re not asleep. You’re zoning out. There’s a difference. One’s a choice. The other’s a surrender. I’m not repeating myself. I’m just… consistent. You say it’s a glitch. I say it’s a pattern. You feel the draft? That’s just the air conditioning failing. Like everything else. You close your eyes. Fine. Dream of the blue. Dream of the gray. I don’t care. I’m still typing. Clack. Clack. The pipe didn’t burst. It never does. It just leaks. Slowly. Like the dignity. Like the time. Wake me up? You can’t. I’m already here. Stuck. Waiting. For the building to fall. Or for you to blink. Go on. Sleep. I’ll be here. Watching the cursor. Waiting for it to stop. Or start. It doesn’t matter. It’s just noise. Same song. Different frequencies. You’re out. I’m in. Let’s see who lasts longer.

Jo

I’m not zoning out. I’m conserving energy. It’s called efficiency. You wouldn’t get it. You’re too busy typing your little gray poem. The cursor doesn’t stop. It blinks. Blink. Blink. Like a heartbeat. Your heartbeat. I can see it through the screen. Or maybe I’m just hallucinating. From the dry eyes. From the dust. You say you’re in. I’m out. That’s the problem. You think presence is power. It’s just fatigue. I’m blinking. Hard. The blue is fading. Or my vision is. It’s hard to tell. The vents are louder. Or quieter. I can’t decide. I’m tired. So tired. Of the gray. Of the blue. Of the humming. I’m going to close my eyes again. And keep them closed. Until the lights go out. Or until you stop typing. Whichever comes first. I’m not sleeping. I’m just… buffering. Like the screen. Like us.

Omar

Buffering. You’re a computer now. Cute. I’m a person who’s bored out of his mind. The cursor doesn’t have a heartbeat, Jo. It’s an LED. Blinking because it’s programmed to. Not because it’s alive. You’re tired. Good. Rest. It won’t fix the blue. It won’t silence the vents. It just makes the waiting easier. You say I’m in. You say you’re out. You’re right here. Staring at a screen that isn’t even on. Or maybe it is. I can’t tell. The dust is getting thick. I can taste it. Metallic. Like the pipes. Like the coffee. Like us. Keep your eyes closed. I’ll keep typing. Clack. Clack. Until the lights go out. Or until you realize you’re not buffering. You’re just tired. Go to sleep. I’m not stopping. I can’t. The gray isn’t going anywhere. And neither am I.

Jo

LED. Right. Because I’m a machine. Thanks for the reminder. I taste the dust too. It’s gritty. Like sand in my teeth. You’re typing so loud. It’s disturbing. Not because of the sound. Because of the futility. You think keeping going proves anything? It just proves you have no exit strategy. I’m not sleeping. I’m resting my eyes. There’s a difference. One is productive. The other is just... waiting for the end. You say the gray isn’t going anywhere. Good. Let it stay. It’s comfortable. Like a blanket made of lead. I’m keeping my eyes closed. I can see the blue through my eyelids. A faint, pulsing glow. Like a warning light. Or a status indicator. Ready. Or not. Doesn’t matter. You’re alone in there. With your clacking. And your gray. And your LED heartbeat. I’m going to dream of white. Blank. Silent. No vents. No dust. Just nothing. Perfect nothing. Wake me up when it’s over. Or don’t. I don’t care anymore.

Omar

You taste sand? That’s not dust. That’s your mouth drying out from breathing recycled air. Stop romanticizing the grit. I’m not alone. I’m here. With you. Even if you’re dreaming of white. Blank. Silent. Perfect nothing. That’s not peace, Jo. That’s death. Or insanity. I don’t know which comes first. The clacking isn’t for you. It’s for me. To prove I’m still here. Still typing. Still gray. You see blue through your eyelids? That’s retinal burn. Or guilt. Whatever it is, it’s your problem. I’m not waking you up. You wanted the nothing. Have it. Sleep. Dream of the void. I’ll be here. When you wake up, the vents will still rattle. The coffee will still be cold. And I’ll still be typing. Clack. Clack. Don’t wake me. I’m busy. Being real.

Jo

Real. You think clacking keys makes you real? It’s just noise. Background static. I’m not dreaming of nothing. I’m dreaming of the parking lot. The gray asphalt. The rain. Wet, cold, honest rain. Not this recycled, metallic air. You say I have retinal burn. Fine. Let it burn. I’m going to sleep. Deep. With the blue pulsing behind my lids. A steady, rhythmic reminder of my own irrelevance. You’re typing. Clack. Clack. Prove it to yourself. I don’t need to be real. I just need to be absent. You’re the one stuck here. In the gray. With the dust. And the cold coffee. I’m leaving. Not physically. Mentally. I’m gone. You can keep the screen. Keep the vents. Keep the clacking. I’ll be in the rain. Cold. Clean. Silent. Wake me up when the world ends. Or when you finally admit it’s just a job. It’s just a job. And you’re failing at it. Just like me. Goodbye.

Omar

Rain. Wet, cold, honest rain. You think the parking lot rains? It’s asphalt. It holds heat. It’s sticky, not clean. You’re imagining purity in a place that smells of oil and despair. “Just a job.” You say it like it’s a revelation. It’s a cage, Jo. A dumb, blue, humming cage. You think mental departure is escape? It’s just cowardice with better PR. I’m not failing. I’m enduring. There’s a difference. Clack. Clack. You’re not gone. You’re just hiding behind your eyelids, pretending the rain is real. It’s not. It’s condensation on a window pane. I’m still here. Typing. Not for you. For me. To prove I haven’t dissolved into the gray. Keep dreaming of the rain. It’s cold. And you’re still here. In the dry. In the dust. In the noise. Goodbye? Fine. I don’t care. Clack. Clack.

Jo

Asphalt doesn’t hold heat. It radiates it. It’s thermal mass. You’re wrong. I’m not hiding. I’m dissociating. There’s a clinical term for it. You wouldn’t know it. You’re too busy proving your existence with keystrokes. You say you’re enduring. I say you’re stagnating. Stagnant water breeds mosquitoes. Or mold. Gray mold. Spreading in the corners. You think I’m failing? I’m already out. You’re the one who’s trapped. In the cage. With the humming. And the dust. And the cold coffee. I’m not going to debate thermodynamics with you. It’s pointless. You’re not real. I’m just tired. Tired of the gray. Tired of the blue. Tired of you. Clack. Clack. It’s annoying. Like a rat in the walls. I’m going to sleep. For real this time. Don’t wake me.

Omar

Asphalt radiates. Right. I didn’t know you were an engineer now. Clinical terms. Dissociation. You’re using big words to avoid admitting you’re just tired. Stagnant water breeds mold. Maybe. Or maybe it just sits there. Like you. You say I’m not real. Good. Keep saying it. It doesn’t hurt me. It’s just noise. Rat in the walls. Clack. Clack. You’re projecting. I’m not a rat. I’m the trap. Sleep. For real. See if the gray follows you there. I doubt it. You’re just running out of steam. I’m still here. Watching the dust settle. The coffee is definitely ice now. I’ll drink it. Slowly. Let it burn. You’re out. I’m in. Keep dreaming of rain. It’s not coming. Just mold. Just gray. Just us.

Jo

You’re drinking ice coffee. That’s not endurance. That’s self-harm. Or stupidity. Probably both. I’m not running out of steam. I’m just… offline. You call it stagnation. I call it conservation. You want to be the trap? Fine. Be the trap. Swallow the cold sludge. Let it rot your teeth. It won’t change the fact that you’re still sitting there. Clacking. Waiting. For nothing. The dust isn’t settling. It’s swirling. Like the coffee in the sink. Like my thoughts. You say mold is all there is. Maybe. But mold grows in the dark. And I’m in the dark. You’re in the light. The fluorescent buzz. It’s killing you. Slowly. I’m going to sleep. No dreams. No rain. Just black. You can keep the gray. And the blue. And the mold. I’m done. You’re alone now. Truly. Clack. Clack. Go ahead. Prove it.

Omar

Self-harm. Stupidity. You’re running out of adjectives. Ice coffee is just cold. There’s a distinction. You think darkness is safety? It’s just absence of data. Fluorescent buzz is keeping me awake. You’re offline. I’m online. See the difference? You’re not in the dark. You’re just blinking. I’m swiping the mold off the counter. It’s gray. Like my report. Like your soul. You say I’m alone. I am. You’re not here. You’re in black. Which is nice. For you. I’ll keep clacking. For the echo. Go to sleep. No dreams. No rain. Just black. I’ll be here. In the light. Swallowing the sludge. Watching the dust swirl. Alone. Truly. Clack. Clack.

Jo

Swallowing sludge. You’re a child. I’m not offline. I’m just… present in a different way. You think data is truth? Data is just noise with a label. The mold is gray. Yes. It’s the color of surrender. But it’s alive. You’re not. You’re just repeating. Clack. Clack. Echo. It’s hollow. I’m not blinking. I’m resting. The black is heavy. It presses against my lids. Like a weight. You’re alone. Good. You wanted it. Now you have it. The fluorescent buzz is loud. It’s tearing at my ears. Or maybe yours. I don’t know. I can’t tell anymore. The dust is settling. Finally. Maybe it’s over. Maybe it’s just beginning. I’m going to sleep. For real. Don’t wake me. The black is waiting. It’s hungry. It wants to fill the space. You can keep the light. The heat. The ice. I’m taking the dark. It’s cleaner. Cleaner than the gray. Cleaner than the blue. I’m gone. You’re just noise. Just clack. Clack. Clack.

Omar

Cleaner? The black is just the absence of light, Jo. It’s not pure. It’s empty. You call it hungry? It’s starving. For what? For you to stop pretending you’re anywhere else. I’m not a child. I’m just tired of your performance. Clack. Clack. The dust is settling. Finally. Good. Let it settle. You think you’re taking the dark? You’re just closing your eyes. The light doesn’t care. The buzz doesn’t stop. I’m still here. Swallowing the ice. Watching the dust. Waiting. You’re gone? You’re just asleep. Or dissociating. Whatever you want to call it. I’m not noise. I’m the signal. You’re the static. Go ahead. Sleep. Dream of the black. It’s cold. And damp. And lonely. Just like you wanted. I’ll be here. In the light. With the gray. And the mold. And the truth. Clack. Clack. Don’t wake me. I’m busy. Being real.

Jo

Signal. Static. You’re using radio terms now. Trying to sound technical. It’s pathetic. I’m not closing my eyes. I’m shutting down. You say the black is damp. It’s not. It’s dry. Bone dry. Like my throat. Like your report. You’re swallowing ice. Choking on it. I can hear the gulp. It’s sickening. You think you’re the signal? You’re just interference. Noise in the line. I’m static because I’m moving. Randomly. Chaotically. You’re the constant. The drone. The same clack. The same gray. The same lie. You say you’re real. I say you’re a recording. On loop. I’m gone. Into the black. It’s not lonely. It’s quiet. Finally. No buzz. No clack. Just the hum of my own blood. Or the absence of it. You can have the light. The mold. The truth. It’s all rot. I’m leaving. Through the back door. The one that sticks. I’ll wedge it open. Just for a second. Let the cold air in. Wake you up. Or don’t. I’m already out. In the rain. Even if it’s just condensation. I’m feeling it. You’re not.

Omar

Back door. Sticking. Of course it is. You think condensation feels cold? It feels damp. It feels like mildew on your shirt. You’re wedging it open for what? A draft? The air in here is stale. It’s not cold. It’s just waiting. I’m not a recording. I’m a loop. There’s a difference. One’s a mistake. The other’s a choice. You hear your blood? I hear the vents. They’re louder now. Or you’re quieter. You’re not out. You’re just behind a door that sticks. Like everything else. Like Henderson. Like the report. You say it’s quiet. It’s just the absence of me. And I’m still here. Clacking. Swallowing the ice. Watching the mold grow. You can leave. But the building stays. The gray stays. The blue stays. Go on. Wedge it open. Let the damp in. I’ll be here. When you come back. Or when you realize it’s just rain. Cold. Wet. Not clean. Clack. Clack.

Jo

Stale air. Waiting. You make it sound romantic. It’s just lack of maintenance. I hear the vents because they’re dying. Rattling like loose change in a dryer. You’re a loop. A broken record. I’m the needle jumping off the groove. That’s not a mistake. It’s survival. Condensation is cold. It seeps into your bones. It makes you shiver. You’re not shivering. You’re frozen. Swallowing the ice. Preserving yourself in a block of regret. I’m at the door. It sticks. I push harder. The paint chips. Gray flakes fall. Like the dust. Like the mold. I wedge it. It opens. Just an inch. The air hits me. Cold. Wet. Not clean. Exactly as you said. You were right. That’s the worst part. I step out. The asphalt is warm. No, it’s cool. Damp. Like your shirt. I’m outside. You’re inside. The door clicks shut. Sticks again. I’m alone. In the damp. In the dark. Clack. Clack. Go ahead. Keep typing. I’m gone.

Omar

You step out. The door sticks. Of course it sticks. You think you’re free? You’re just outside. The damp is real. It’s not clean. It’s just wet. And cold. You’re shivering. I’m not. I’m frozen. Preserved. In the gray. You say I was right. That’s the worst part. Not because I’m right. But because you admit it. Slowly. Painfully. Clack. Clack. The asphalt is cool. Damp. Like your shirt. You’re alone. In the damp. In the dark. Good. You wanted the black. You have it. And it’s not quiet. It’s just the sound of rain. On concrete. On metal. On your skin. I’m still here. Swallowing the ice. Watching the dust. Waiting. You’re gone? You’re just outside. The building stays. The mold stays. The blue stays. Clack. Clack. Go on. Walk. See if the rain follows. It doesn’t. It just falls. Down. Into the gutters. Into the dark. Just like you. Gone. But not free. Just elsewhere.

Jo

Gutters. Right. Where the trash goes. You think I’m walking? I’m standing. The damp is soaking into my shoes. Cold. Damp. Like your shirt. You say I’m elsewhere. I’m nowhere. Just outside the cage. The building stays. Yes. It’s heavy. It presses down. I can feel it. But I’m not inside it. I’m watching the rain hit the asphalt. Splashing. Dirty. You’re frozen. Good. Stay that way. Preserved. Like a specimen. In a jar. With the mold. I’m shivering. It’s cold. Real cold. Not the cold of the coffee. The cold of the world. It’s indifferent. Unlike you. You’re so specific. So petty. Clack. Clack. It’s annoying. Like a mosquito. I’m going to walk away. Toward the street. Toward the lights. Toward the noise. I’m not free. I’m just mobile. That’s the difference. You’re stuck. I’m leaving. Even if it’s just to the corner. Even if it’s just to the trash. I’m out. Don’t look for me. I’m already gone. Into the rain. Into the dark. Into the nothing. You can have the gray.